Last night, I was just babbling to my partner about things that I knew the answer already, but still I was overthinking about it. I believe I have this anxiety disorder when it comes to relationship and commitment. I want to be in a steady and functional relationship so much, but in the same time, I am so scared to be in it. And I am even more scared to screw it.
Then I read this article: When You Have Anxiety and Your Partner Doesn’t
Well it is a bit of relief to know that I am not the only one who has this kind of condition.
And I am so lucky that my partner can understand and accept my condition.